dragging her along when she supposed heading home!
so bad
first time waiting for him at his store when
usually i have to wait outside the store as i
am not their sales coodinator
but
thanks to her
i have this chance to wait for him not alone but with
i branch of friends.
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 10:28 PM Y
Baby grandfather have to stay i hospital dunno for how many day, poor grandma have to stay alone for the time being.. which means she have to wake up super early as to reach the hospital just to accompany ah gong.. i hope that he will get well soon. and everything will be fine.
i shed my tears while watching HEART OF GREED. alright. i admit i am emotional. just couldnt stand the part where hai keyi proposed to chang zaixin. how could a person be so nice to a lady so many year?? he has fall for her can. stupid drama series.
off work at 5pm today head to ION pull and bear to collect his jeans cos he is a lazy bump. lols. he is working and cant wait to see his pant.!! so means that i have to go down on his behalf o collect that jeans. alright. is just on the way. stop complaining can PINKYCHUA!! browsing around wisma and taka a little while when i enter bodyshop again. i too a little while to look at those product i counted and realised i have to saved before they can become mine. this is saddening. which means i am in debt again. i always have not enough to spend and have to borrow to survive. this is weird. continously 2 year. ever since i start sudying i couldnt even save a little. guess that my spending power is over my budget. haix.. why i always have this shit on me? fuck. BUT.. seeing the bright side of my future guess i wont have to suffer:) this is life pinky!! you have to get through the process and run through it. always have the tougest first before the sweetest.. i am waiting:) i know i could make it through this time round. be optimitic. better life will come along.
2 more day result will be release and this time round i am not excited at all dunno why. maybe nobody will share the joy with me as before already. being strong and wanted for perfections is always my motivation. but when i heard negative comment about me. i feel sad.. my personality might ruin myself when i didnt realised that people need to me low profile at time. but this is super hypocrite can. facing your circle and doing this i feel so unpresent. and this is me. shit. what has happen to me? why the hell am i thinking? this is life. and person recevied undetended comment. and from here you will than grow up and become a ADULT. i has to learn. many space to improve. guess i has learned. my thought has overwhelming. soon or later i will get depression!!!
GOOD NEWS DFS called and asked me for second interview again. this time round i hope i can get through. wish me all the best.
off for 4 days and i have started to packed my luggage
over the four day i have many interview. hace to dig out my formal wear
gyming session will be on too
cooking session will be on too
going home tomorrow
LOVEDKathePinky
.Monday, September 28, 2009 ' 12:42 AM Y
Edited
internet connection is always so bad this timing. why? course people like me have nothing to do and check out lamness of shit.laughs. which means i am saying this to myself. i am trying hard to upload pictures of mcron as today is his one year anniversary. blessing is my way of expressing myself. rest in peace.
we always missed the day we have fun joy and laughter together whenever we have time. i missed you friend!! contiune tomorrow because the internet is lagging and is pissing me off.
LOVEDKathePinky
.Saturday, September 26, 2009 ' 8:02 PM Y
recently many things happen to me.. and it affected me somehow.. it hurt when you see your close family around treat you differently.. words doesnt help to express as much as i wanted to say.. even thought i know i am suffering but i choose to keep it in my heart.. pending this wont happen again.. i really hope one day they will know my wills and showing the real side of being self-treated.. no sympathy needed at all!! neither dont feel empathy!! i know they have problems with the family too. as part of their family next time i need to be more considerate and showing participating effort.. my life wont change because i have been in this kind of position. i need to stay stronger. and focus on what i have plan eariler. give me just a few year and i will get my life better. determination is high morale is what i need now. without it. i'll just to tell myself keep on going, he will be dare for me whenever i need him.
HE SAY: baby you know i love you and wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. and you know this will definitely happen. just give me a few year and we will settle down soon:) alright. ILU.
8 MORE DAY AND I AM FLYING OFF.
suddenly i miss the day with babe and fren. you guys have not been contacting me alright.. and i dunno what the hell you guys are busy at?
LOVEDKathePinky
.Saturday, September 19, 2009 ' 3:12 PM Y
i am exhuasted yet i still have to work. why am i living in the money minded world? seriously i am sick and tired of all this nonsense.. what happen to me? fuck.. burden is making me out of breath. i need a break anyway my life has always been up side down. from the time i was attached till now i have been living with different kind of people!! why am i living in probia? why cant i just be myself when they are around? simply difficult. no matter i still love them as my family and for the sake of baby. i will love them like i love my family:) eventually they treat me quite good:) cook for me and stuffs. i am still a fortunate girl compared to others.
quarrelsome early in the morning with him.. * you know this whole week i am not happy at all? and you know why am i making it such a big fuss toward you? cos you dun have a limit for yourself. i simply hate people just love you but not showing any commitment. you understand? i hope you will. maybe you might think that i am over controllable but use you brain to think whether am i a person where by you does thing i did go beyond the alight?* *sorry baby i understand that you are alot for me. but i am just enjoying a little myself after the examination. couldnt mi? i know that recently i have neglected you but i promise i will made it up for you during the japan trip alright. i promise. baby i love you. and no doubt on it.*
i shall believed you once.
...
having a bad face day pimples attacking me like nobody business. shit.. facial please. i gonna have a nap. bye.
LOVEDKathePinky
.Friday, September 18, 2009 ' 8:07 PM Y
Skipped work today!!omg.. baby fall sick and i bring him go see doctor * see la everyday poker!! skipped meal and have gastric!! stupid boy* I still love you la even thought you went poker session and left me alone at home.. now i am addicted to facebook poker!! * anw you wait till i become a professional and master the tactics of poker i will join you :) you wait huh* feeling so reluctant to go work as my japan mood is getting nearer and nearer but guess what something trouble me again. yest went home and he ask me for favour again. i hate it. but i dont have a choice neither. i am getting more and more restless each day!! when will i lighten my burden on my shoulder. is there only a way to get more chips? fug.. i will soon become a workaholic.. indeed i need some rest and serious a good one. sign
yest i didnt came online cos reached home quite late already. susprised was baby was at home yest waiting for me to come back. sweet:) i have a wonderful sleep yest night and at least someone is beside me:) guess that he ate something wrong or didnt eat much the day before and ended up having gastric.. sudden awake in the morning and scared me off. bring him to doctor in the morning and doctor say that too much air inside the stomach due to?? NOT ENOUGH REST AND NOT ENOUGH INTAKE OF FOOD! see i told you to eat regularly right. ended up spending money for medicine. AND he is off to poker session again! omg.. procrastinating. how to have relationship and poker balance?? anyone source for the answer. thisfeelingcumelastyearandihavitagainwhenheisnotardwhethertobelieveisthetrust wordnvytymhewillmentionetrustwordagnisnotwhetheritrustyouanotthemttsis whyareyoubehavingsostranglywhenurphoneringhiddenthingshidingthingsfrmme howamiggtotrustuwhenyouhavethisrectionwhenibringouttheissueandyouwill sayisensitivefucklafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafuglafugla
skeptical mindset. for the past week day i have been thinking what i should and plan my schedule well enough to do my best in the next semester.
should i quit my current job and find a better offer?
i have to renew my driving license
save a little money for my coming 21st birthday
gym regularly as baby sister wedding is coming
i love holidays cos i can spend more time with him but i hate holiday cos i spend most of my time at home doing nothing and ended up becoming lazy. i'm not libeling just feel a little lost at time.getting punching up and becoming a little tend.
LOVEDKathePinky
.Wednesday, September 16, 2009 ' 10:14 PM Y
Persistently i have been eating non-stop like a barbarian.. guess that i need to burn some fat.. i need to head to the gym as soon as possible. which i have been skipping and delay the gym session with KW. poor KW have to skip gym too. sorry bro. but i promises we will go gym this week.:)
baby head to work today without sleeping at all. should i pity him or should i say he served it? oh man.. so harsh word. hahaha.. anyway.. i didnt sleep much too. sudden awake by instant react when i turn to my right or left i couldnt feel him beside me and make a urgent call. he is still outside.. i'm worries. and i mean it. he rush home after i called him. at least he know what he is doing. :)
head to work with joy today cos i only work for a few hour. had mac for breakfast:) sausage for lunch:) dessert for tea time with limei mum:) thanks for the treat:) My mussel guy with baby for dinner:) look how much food i intake today!! TMR I AM GOING TO GYM I SWEAR.
LOVEDKathePinky
.Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ' 11:37 PM Y
Today is the fifth night.. i am staying in this 4 face room alone again. i never felt the worst from the start. i feel miserable each day. my tears doesnt seem to stop. i miss you. and hope you understand everything i done for you is for the sake of you. this feeling suck!! hate it. for the first time i drink like nobody business. i found the happiness in my drunk world. i feel so happy here. much more happier and facing the reality. you know how i feel? you know what i wan? nope, u doesnt know. you never ask me before. and i guess you doesnt care much of my feeling too. i am sad.. really break down. my fear and tear couldnt get rid off. totally.
LOVEDKathePinky
.Monday, September 14, 2009 ' 10:56 PM Y
I MISS YOU TIMOTHY
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 10:47 PM Y
NEW DRAMA SERIES
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 10:30 PM Y
THE ONLY MESSAGE
alone in the house doesnt feel good at all!!
maybe
the things that we does is limited.
and
this is relationship.
:)
i know you love me. and me too.
the problems is i am not spending enough time with you.
can you spare a little more of you time for me?
...
i am asking too much i guess.
anw
everyday i will see you
before i sleep
the moment i wake up
and even sometime when i go
washroom in the mid-night.
this is enough.
...
baby you are always in my heart
and
i will never let u go.
and
you will never be replaced.
...
...
FROM HIM
baby darling,
i never felt for a girl like his before.
and you are the first and only one.
through this life-time.
you are the one and only
person
that i am searching for.
baby
I LOVE YOU<3
...
HE is sweet
...
love you.
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 10:14 PM Y
supposed to mit KW just for gym seesion!! but i give a miss as i have something
to do. so shall we bring it over on wed??im sorry KW.
off day today and i woke up at 6pm. went down to tampines to get something
and head home. watch the biggest loser and contiune the channel 8 show.
my off day had just past again. just one day and i dunno what i has done to
make my life more meaningful. TV internet? RUIN MY DAY.
alone at home again.. i have lost count of how many times i am sleeping
alone again. nevertheless, my words doesnt seem powerful anymore.
a little sad but speechless. anw. is okay.. life still have to move on.
irregardless of what.
facebook game seem to be a little entertainment to me. lols. back to FB
LOVEDKathePinky
.Sunday, September 13, 2009 ' 1:21 AM Y
cliques together at gym:) yahoo
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 12:22 AM Y
TO: LIMEI
In simple appreciated sentence: THANKS FOR THE HELP! Note: You wouldnt know how much you have help with the little blessing. in word, i am rather poor in express myself i appreciated i am. but i am thankful to god that i have someone like you by my side. limei you are always will be the little special friend of mine.
baby when poker session agin and i am left alone at home again. which mean i am sleeping alone again. i have lost count of the day i am alone in the empty house and doing my own stuff till he return. and everytime when he is not around i will have the temptation to drink! which reflect the bad side of me. i dunno what has happen in me again. somehow there are things which trouble m alot. shit. i am always have plently of emotional going around me. fug!!.. is okay! i will be fine after all.
perharp.. japan trip is getting me out of control. lols. i just cant wait to get there.
tmr start work at 1 pm.. good night babe..
GYM ON MONDAY?
LOVEDKathePinky
.Thursday, September 10, 2009 ' 10:27 PM Y
I AM SERIOUSLY FUCK UP.
DON EVER THINK OF THAT WHEN YOU WAN
TO GET THINGS DONE.
IS IMPOSSIBLE.
FUCK UP.
FUCK UP.
FUCK UP.
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 3:31 PM Y
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY BABY
TIMOTHY GOH
LOVEDKathePinky
.Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ' 10:38 PM Y
Baby i know you are working hard for the goal we
set eariler.
but just wanted to tell you that we are not alone and
i will always be by your side.
word couldnt expressed everything of my
thought.
action will proved louder than words.
ALWAYS HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE.
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 10:11 PM Y
FINALLY exam is over!! Everyone seem to drop a big burden. enjoy your holiday MY FRIENDS.
during the own journey of preparation, i realised something which i simply hate it alot.sometime when things started to get important. Do understand the urgency of what must be put in priority. life is boring.
BEV- alot of mistakes AFD - AWESOME.
This week schedules Wed, Fri, Sat, Sun( working spree ) THURS i am heading for a run:) i have to get back to my old day where i am almost packed with stuffs everyday. JAPAN COUNTING DOWN.
LOVEDKathePinky
.Saturday, September 5, 2009 ' 12:54 AM Y
i saw what you have wrote in your blog and actually wanted to copy and paste into my blog. but i cant. anw is alright now. ( if people who are interested what is going on, please view limei blog's first than mine!)
MINE REPLIES: i never NEVER compared myself to another person or people around you especially **HER**(you should know who am i refering to). because.. human being need more than one friends and human being need more than one close friends.. she might be the past and maybe the future. is really up to you to decide which path you gotta choose and do not regret the choice you have choosen. if there is a chance out there why not give a try to get get the *OLD DAY*? you wont lose any of US anyway!!! but if you feel that being what you are now, can actually make yourself happy, than be it:)nobody wants a friendship which always have so many thing to settle ortalk about. friends are meant to be a hearing ear, a shoulder to lead, care what have you been doing and lastly happiness to share. if you couldnt get this in your peers. do find till you get the belonging:) i believed you get what i mean. ""WE"" WILL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE. ESPECIALLY PINKYCHUA:)
LOVEDKathePinky
.Friday, September 4, 2009 ' 1:22 AM Y
SHE IS GORGEOUS
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 12:12 AM Y
Limei was too bored in the library and dunno
where she found her webcam.
AND..
here it goes for the photo shot.
The two beauty..
PINKY AND LIMEI
The Two handsome??
The Usual Group
sucha GOOD gal today:)
consult Mr Liang regarding CONTROL ACCOUNT. finally i have some idea
On what should have been a fun-filled day at the races, Nick O'Bannon
has a horrific premonition in which a bizarre sequence of events causes
multiple race cars to crash, sending flaming debris into the stands,
brutally killing his friends and causing the upper deck of the stands to
collapse on him. When he comes out of this grisly nightmare Nick panics,
persuading his girlfriend, Lori, and their friends, Janet and Hunt,
to leave escaping seconds before Nicks frightening vision becomes a
terrible reality. Thinking they've cheated death, the group has a new
lease on life, but unfortunately for Nick and Lori, it is only the beginning.
As his premonitions continue and the crash survivors begin to die
one-by-one-in increasingly gruesome ways-Nick must figure out how
to cheat death once and for all before he, too, reaches his final destination.
The film marks the latest in the highly popular Final Destination series,
and its first 3D installment, giving horror fans an especially visceral thrill ride.
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 10:13 PM Y
i am alone at home again.. which means that BF is out for poker game again.. "wish him good luck" and " come home early" later part of the night i will do a little revise again as i feel that time is totally not enough for me!! i have to plan before each day. cos i always used up half of my day sleeping!! that is really very unhealthy.. KW say me: how i can sleep for so long? i dunno just simply feel so tired each day. shit.. sound like illness man.
anw i will be guai guai.. attend school which i hasnt been going.. too much commitment and hesitation .. need to get back my motivation. FOUR DAY LEFT. jiayou.
LOVEDKathePinky
.Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ' 11:05 PM Y
INCREDIBLE
LOVEDKathePinky
. ' 9:09 PM Y
I am so bored NOW!! can you imagine i am supposed to woke up at 8am in the morning but ended up woke up at 6pm?? holyshit man.. i could actually sleep so many hour a day.
bye. i am going to start revising NOW.
LOVEDKathePinky
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PRIMA DONNAY
An Extraordinary gal who driven far to her permissivist.
Regardless of any persistence took place,
She jus simply permutation to her succeed life.
Welcome to her world started since 1988, 19DEC, Name: PINKY.(HER STORIES)
BITCHESSCREAMSY
*Japan Trip Coming SEP with BABY
(TWO MONTH LEFT) *E63 *BURBERRY wallet *Headporter Sling Bag *GUCCI WALLET *COACH BAG<
*CAT
*Driving License *MORE clothes *GUCCI handbag<
*BURN ALL EXCEESS FAT!
*FRANCE TRIP
*THAILAND TRIP
*TAGHAGUE *WINE fav *Gyming on Mon
super long picture
cliques together at gym:) yahoo
The two beauty..
The Two handsome??
The Usual
Should be rated 4/5***
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