.Monday, April 19, 2010 ' 6:36 PM Y
Yes, i am super emotional, that is why i always keep my secret to myself and not telling others even my bf.. no matter how i expressed myself he will not feel the same way as me.. i dunno should this relationship continue or stop? y am i saying this, because i felt that he is not happy being with me or rather should i phrase it as no matter what i done he will never feel satisfy. from the way i dress and the way i think.. he always say i am really childish.. i change alot since i am together with him.. regardless from the word to the sentences i always think before i say out. trying hard to make his family loved me as their daughter but they just couldn't accept me till now.. i feel awkward whenever i go his house.. i just want to accompany him that all.. is that so difficult?? i dunno seriously dunno.. i am super confused about what i am doing.. too contradicting.. and too much contribution invloved.. i cherish too much and definitely is hard to let go.. everytime he yell i am just like a mouse.. so am i an follower?? i am not sure anymore.. i dunno who to talk to , and who to say to!! i just simply have to keep it to myself... who will ever understand the situation i am facing now? if one day i give up, i got nothing and i have to start all over again.. you know i couldnt let go, but will you understand my feeling?? can your parent loved me more than hate me?
An Extraordinary gal who driven far to her permissivist.
Regardless of any persistence took place,
She jus simply permutation to her succeed life.
Welcome to her world started since 1988, 19DEC, Name: PINKY.(HER STORIES)
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